I ♥ ME Jasmine, JAS ! 20th Oct'94 Huayian, 1E1'07 , 2E3'08 , 3E5'09
I've got a WEIRD logic, DIFFERENT thinking and taste from the rest. I LAUGH hell lots, i'm a MADDIST. 		I ♥ SCHOOL-LIFE! MADFFINITY! SUNNYBEARS! DAMN LOTS. ENTERTAINMENT & LAUGHTER is a must, a day without them means hell to me.
MISC


This rad layout was kept spiffin' by doughnutcrazy, with some inspiration help from humble ol' Google.

Monday, 30 March 2009

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.


OMG! SO EXCITED ABOUT THE FUTURE NOW.
ESP NEXT YR, NEXT MONTH, OMG LIKE EVERYDAY!
looking forward to everyday, seems so full of interest and fun. OMG!
but its gonna be one needs me to put in my heart and mind, hard work and sacrificing my free time.
wanna see how determned i can be too.
being very motivated, and inspired now. (:

woke up at 1030 today, damn tired and not enough sleep,
got ready and all, off to meet nic and sk at je.
nic was late, and sk told me to go to popular to blow aircon but i couldnt find him in there.
bought bbt alrdy, so i walked around and drink ah drink,
somehow they met each other first, went over meet them after that.
ran to catch 197,
off to queensway!
spent a long time deciding and all, eat corn there while sk had his cha ye dan and nic his ramly burger,
wa was thinking of getting corn with cheese and margarine but to be safe i didnt. LOL.
so lefted after eating, and OMG WE RAN FOR 198 LIKE OMG SO DAMN FAR.
realised we keep running for buses today, and make me so effing tired.
homed after that!

i think im growing up to be more matured alrdy,
planning ahead for my future, nice plan , nice motivation to get me working.

JAS ♥
12:10:00 am

Saturday, 28 March 2009

Promise only what you can deliver. Then deliver more than you promise.


OMG! im like living in the dark now, currently particpating in the earth hour thing.
dmc ytd, nice show!
k im so sorry i overslept, at least im only late for 15mins. LOL.
after that bugis with yew and lijie, finally replugged!
OMG IM LIKE SO QI DAI NOW. LOL. SHANT SAY THE PLAN BUT IM LOOKNG FORWARD!
SO FCKING MANY THINGS FOR ME TO QI DAI!
and its time to have study sessions alrdy,
not really nice results for all the subjects now.
high expectations for myself this yr and next.
nice plan for the future, its up to me if it can be followed, or not.
today kinda spoilt my mood,
woke up early morning at 11, prepared and go library to do the japan thing,
make me more dont feel like going only, and i kinda regretted being in this group.
wtf, first time i cant self entertain until very kaixin, at there sian until i cant take it, want slp alrdy.
homed, then jp.
i've got so many fucking things to get next month when i get my pocket money,
how, not enough money leh.
i think i need at least a few hundreds. fuck. LOL.
its time for me to buck up,
mug, teach ppl, and get good results.
im supposed to follow my plan to the future, forensic science! (:

JAS ♥
8:31:00 pm

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

If a man does not make new acquaintances as he advances through life, he will soon find himself alone. A man should keep his friendships in constant


Friendship.
Like how it takes for two hands to clap,it takes both parties to keep the friendship going on. If only one party is maintaining the friendship, then forget it. It cannot be one party that keep on giving in to the other party and not vice versa. In a stead thing, this will lead to a break up, and the same goes to friendship as well. There's no use blaming the party that keeps giving in when its the other party who is causing the "break-up". Reminiscing the past happy memories with both parties is a nice thing to do, but in the real world, it won't and it never will be the same as before. There's no use hoping for a miracle or whatever, because it's a fact that the gap is already there.

Everyone changes, I know friends should acccept each other and all, but how to when it has already reached the limit of your tolerance level? It's not that one party doesn't want to tolerate the other, but its the other party who caused the problem until it hit the max. What more can you expect?

What's done cannot be undone.
Same goes to friendship, but distance drifted can be pulled back only if both parties to something to it. No use if only one party is trying to salvage the situation. Distance, gaps, can be pulled back together again when both partes catch up with each other and all, but something will still be missing. Maybe the feeling or something, gone means gone. Treasure your friends while you can, don't wait until you've lost contact and all before you regret.

Friends do comment each other.
It's the truth. Trust what your friends say and try to CHANGE.
Even though they maight say it in a sarcastic tone or whatever, it's still the truth.
Quarrels and all in a friendship won't be like stead, bonding closer to each other.
Only drifting further apart.
It's great to have good friends. Really, treasure them.

Friends don't use each other as substitutes. Friends are not meant for that. Friends are meant to be caring, bonded and understanding to each other, not meant to be treated as a substitute. Noone will want to be a substitute. Do you want to be one? If you don't then don't treat your friends as your substitute. Asking them out only when you have no company, then trying to patch back and asking them out again and again.

Friends, I'm saying TRUE friends, stay bonded no matter how long they didnt meet each other or how far apart they are. If there's any unhappiness among the friends, voice it out. True friends will understand, and will feel guilty and uneasy after voicing them out, but they will be still fine, still as bonded as before.

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them.
And I think this quote is quite true, but we can be stupid with new friends to. Its the bond that matters.

JAS ♥
12:43:00 am

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it.


WOOHOo~~~
finally back to update.

and i finally went to school.
didnt want to initially, i had mc for today too,
i woke up and after bathing i felt giddy giddy,
drank a nice cup of ice milo, and woo~ thermomether died on me,
so i went to school. LOL. and solely for bonding actually.

and today bonding was fine, playing some game called chariads( how do i spell it?)
and i went to act as spongebob! i think quite xiang leh. LOL.
SO FUN SO FUN!
more fun game than the pyramid one cause we like to act.

after bonding, geog teacher didnt come,
pe after that, bball,
recess was funny!

bio, me and gina wants to be professor now. LOL.
first time after this teacher came i listened attentively.
maths, then chinese,
oral tmr, and hear my voice now,
worst than just now cause of fries in the afternoon.

after school had some i dont know what test to do which is wasting our time cause its a trial only,
and lijie become very ji dong and angry cause she cant use the comp. LOL.
after that went west mall, buy ticket auntie dont let us buy, rather the burger king auntie.
very friendy, very good service! i want to recommend her for some awards LOL.
talked about future again,
and homed!

JAS ♥
8:20:00 pm

Saturday, 21 March 2009

Only in quiet waters do thing mirror themselves undistorted. Only in a quiet mind is adequate perception of the world.


OMGOMG!
im like down with HIGH fever since last night.
its like the second last day of holidays alrdy,
give me this kind of thing, i wanna go out and play!
how suay can i get. goddamn it. wtf _|_

i'll update soon again. LOL.

JAS ♥
8:58:00 pm

Monday, 16 March 2009

A picture speaks a thousand words.



i think this is sk's drawing of gina, my sis and him.
and i think his name is damn irritating now cause my sis keep repeating and repeating,


look at my nice smile when my clone is covered by her beloved red umbrella. (:





look at me and my clone.










the drawing and the original one dont look alike right.







marinating ppl abd naribated chickens.


























kind of a wrong choice to take this with ljie. LOL



nice bacon!









i dont know wtf gina is doing over there.









see hardworking me and clone taking the umbrellas to protect the food and fire.



some more pictures soon!

JAS ♥
4:45:00 pm

Sunday, 15 March 2009

The mind, once expanded to the dimensions of larger ideas, never returns to its original size.


3E5 BBQ! 14/03/09
i woke up at 619 in the morning when im supposed to meet eunice and nicholas for breakfast at 630.
so i was late of course, and eunice was the only one who got to mac. when i reached there she needs to leave alrdy.
reached at 7, ate first while waiting for millie,
then talk and eat, left there at 810 liddat when we need to reach school at 8.
jiaen and sk was supposed to be later than us, but we're later LOL.
kinda boring, but luckily it ended at 1040.
jiaen was very hungry, so we went to mamashop for brunch, maggi mee.
went home after that.
slept till 130 and sk came over to my house first.
eunice, millie, gina, yew, lijie, shimin & stead, nicholas, adela, jiaen came over my house too to help with the marinating cooking packing and carrying.

bbq after that, so many things forget to take and dont have. i walk until wa my leg damn suan.
and the previous ppl who booked the pits were so irresponsible, left the charcoal there, like wtf.
then slowly, the others came.
there were only 23 ppl who were there, and most of them were playing volleyball.
and it rained halfway, luckily not really big rain,
so plan B worked. if not i think even plan C also cant work.
LOL. we 4 got kinda pissed off at the end. but come to think of it, guess its better this way.
cause my $8 was damn worth it.
and i know jasmin's was the most worth one. uncooked food most she take home. lol.
xunbin came after most ppl left, so many ppl abandon us. LOL.

called my dad and bro down, help to clear and all, AND STINGRAY IS DAMN NICE. LOL.
gina left first,
left me,yew, lijie, nicholas and xunbin.
we went to hongkahmac there to play bball,
DAMN FUN LA!
left there like i think 1220,
went over to 7-11 with nic,
then to batok there the mac with nic while xb went home.
we two got so bored that we went xb's house after that.
at xb house talk until damn xinku cause we need to be very soft,
played cards and slept.

woke up at 730 i think, damn tired.
wa and we 3 were staring at the breakfast for quite long.
damn full.
went to busstop at around 830,
took 157 home and nic went change bus.
slept until 115,
bathed, lunched, and went over to meet yew.

went west mall,
wanted to play arcade bball, but need the card so we didnt.
and our hands were very sour.
ate dessert, then talked,
walked around, then mos burger.
and homed!

bbq is actually quite fun, if not for the rain and some fuck stuffs.


pictures soon!

JAS ♥
8:19:00 pm

Friday, 13 March 2009

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.


school was okay today,
laughed like ~ for the first half of the day.
was effing tired, somemore we're like sitting in the library for 10hours. no table, and hte chair is so damn uncomfortable.
but the ken over there was quite funny. the way he talk, his face expression LOL.
me and gina and some others got so fucking hungry after that whole workshop which was from 8-6. i from hungry until stomach pain -.- or maybe gastrics.

after that, jp with sk, jiaen, millie, shimin, nicholas, eunice.
me and shimin were so damn hungry,
i kept telling them to walk faster. LOL.
first thing reach there , EAT.
wa suddenly food so nice.
we were like talking and talking over there, so interesting.

ntuc after that, damn feel like sleeping.
you know, chi bao jiu shui, shui bao jiu chi.

cabbed with sk,nicholas,eunice to my house to help me carry food up,
reached home like 9.
wa the chicken damn heavy la.

HOLIDAYS!



fuck. some ppl are just fucking bitches.
makes people want to puke upon sight.
OMG! WHY CAN THEY SHOU DE LIAO HOW ER XIN THEY ARE?
SO FUCKING CANNOT TAKE IT.
DAMN ERXIN!
FEEL LIKE SUCKING UP THE CONTENTS OF THE LIPS AND FEED THE DOGS LA.
use friends as substitutions.
no friends to go out with, find me, got friend go out with dont find me.
but i guess that's okay too cause i dont really bother about going out with you.
not going to state name, but i think the person will know that im talking about ____.

JAS ♥
11:32:00 pm

Thursday, 12 March 2009

She has the answer to everything and the solution to nothing.


school was kinda boring today. (for the first time in this yr im saying this!)
so wu qu.
my new sitting partner wasnt here today. and i somehow miss sitting with eunice but its only a day. how sad. im now sitting with gina's ex-partner! and she's absent today.
emaths common test, so nice to have 2 tables lol. spacious. (:
after school stayed in class for a while,
nicholas playing teacher and children today. LOL.
kfc with gina after that, ate exceptionally slow today, bread too dry.

JAS ♥
12:19:00 am

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Thought is the wind, knowledge the sail, and mankind the vessel.


07/03/09
i slept like fuck for the previous day.
from 6pm i slept till 11pm, moved to my bed,
and from 11pm i slept till 11am.
total 17hrs of sleep.
wake up my neck is like totally stiff, and i was still very tired.

stayed home like around the whole afternoon,
chatting in msn. and i got very hungry.
bak kut teh for dinner with my family, early dinner i must say.
then eunice suddenly ask me if i want to watch movie not, so met her at westmall.
shujuan and nicholas was there too.
had mos burger, then shujuan left first,
and we went to buy tickets.
popular before the movie start, then nicholas left.
bought nachos, and got in, the movie started alrdy. -.-
and i realised it was so crowded.

watched push. its a nice movie, but nicer and more interesting one is the ending is better.
kinda expected the ending.
movie ended like 1120, homed after that. (:

08/03/09
met eunice at queenstown mrt,
waited for jasmin,adela,sk to reach.
off to anchorpoint, lunched there.
and eunice left her wallet there.
cold storage to see food stuffs, and left anchorpoint.

went to queensway after that,
nicholas came too.
asked around for class tee thing, no more domo ):
had sweet corn and shared laksa with jasmin.
me and jasmin were like listening to their recording.
so regret nvr join band.

then we went back to anchor point.
due to jasmin's lucky sticks, eunice wallet was still there!

ikea after that,
we were damn retarded, but its so fun!
took many many pics there, none with me.
upload SOON.

walked to the busstop which was very far from ikea,
took bus to westmall.
again went mos burger with nicholas,eunice and sk.
discussing about class bbq food, and class tee.
was like everyone so noisy!
all talking at the same time, dun have me cause i msged the ppl.
around like 720, went to shop n save i think to shop for snacks for tml's lessons,
bought none in the end. nice recess im going to have tml. (:
went breadtalk and took bus with eunice and sk.

someone's mum miss him very much. lol.
nice excuse.
homed after that! (:

JAS ♥
8:46:00 pm

Thursday, 5 March 2009

Sameness is the mother of disgust, variety the cure


had fun today!

bio for the first lesson,
me,jengila,xunbin and sk were like eating in front of the teacher cause we are all so hungry!
forever hungry and then full.
didnt really pay attention in class,
not attractive voice, more attracted to voices around me.
end of bio, was playing who stole the enzymes from the enzymes jar, and who stole the cookies from the cookie jar with ginase, adelase, eunase, xunbinase, jengilase and me!

english after that,
went to the computer lab and presented our video.
i think ours looks lousy now after comparing to others.
and i know we cant interview dogs now. LOL.

recess was okay.
cme after recess,
we are eating too much sweets in class and ants can be found in class.
talking again.

chinese after that was okay,
teacher know my name alrdy!
me,gina,jengila and sk were like taking turns to change place cause the teacher call us go up board to write some chinese words. lol.
last few mins were listening to a very very long story.

ss after that,
pair work with eunice.
then maths, dont understand but i think its okay.
and dismissed!

after school, went imm with gina and yew.
after much consideration, we finally decided to have our lunch at the kopitiam cause gina was supposed to eat porridge today.
walked around imm, found a seat at anderson's icecream there,
a few children were playing hard balls there,
a big big playground for them.
and we sat on a very hard chair which looked very cushion-y from far.


then yew decided to go home,
and we thought she will turn back after walking for a while, but for the first time, she didnt.
so me and gina, smartly ran the other way to so that we can find her. i think we starting like want to scare her or sth, or maybe not.

we ran like some mad kids, and i still say no running along the corridors, like those rules in schools.
and there were so many people looking at us.
laughing like some mad kids, then when we saw her, she like going see dao us, so we hid and hid, then she walked then we ran and hide again. fucking funny.
so we ran and hid, ran and hid, until the carpark, which have no place for us to hide. so we were like trying very hard to make ourselves go unnoticed by yew.
gina even almost got hit by a car! she was like standing in the middle of the road when the car is coming. its so dangerous!
and its so fun trying to follow and hide from people. i want to be a PI now. even though yew noticed us in the end.
what can we expect, so bright bags. lol.


went yew's house after that,
and played badminton.
havent even 5minutes and we were all so roasted under the hot sun.
so went to buy icecream and back up to yew's house.
her sis went down to buy icecream for us again,
and gina eat until she become brown!

we got so fucking disgusted after that.
some people should just have their mouths cut off.
or maybe just the lips will do.
a nice suggestion from me is to suck out the contents in the lips.

went home with gina at 545,
we are really 3 mad kids.
walking and stopping.
and damn fun!

we are GODDAMN MAD!
i think we are so so so suitable to be in drama club.
playing with split personality for the past few days alrdy.

JAS ♥
7:42:00 pm

Tuesday, 3 March 2009

Idealism is what precedes experience; cynicism is what follows.


BARBAPAPA!

bonding was fun!
our grp consists of sk,jengila,gina,yew and of course me!
had some gay sweets named the barbapapa sweet,
gay people eat gay sweets.
today was mr khairul and i think he quite good cause he starting was saying grps of 4, but i insisted that i want grp of 5, so he let me do so.
had to write on a blank paper, those normal introduction stuffs,
then we played the pyramid game! would have preferred actions one though.
so its proven that me and gina are clones and we are telepathic.
and we can make own list, and i find everyone so taoyan in this section cause all the words are !@#$%^&*()!!! i wan bonding again! woohoo~~

geog after that, teacher wasnt here,
and i became the food and beverage executive director.
so fun be this position. (:
pe today was fun, at least not running around the school.
but i wan play bball!!

recess, then bio.
so fun during bio. we were all very kind-hearted and helped to write on sk's and jengila's foolscap.
after that was maths, wtf.
changing seats after march holidays, imagine me not sitting under a fan.
how fucking hot can i get. best dont change my seat. i love sitting at my place now with my current partner, current in front and behind peeps so fun.
chinese after that, then dismissed!
went over to kfc with gina and yew for our lunch,
and homed!

JAS ♥
4:19:00 pm

Monday, 2 March 2009

We are all inclined to judge ourselves by our ideals; others, by their acts.


WOOHOO~~
its monday again! soon another week will be gone! (:

school as usual, just that there's more kicking of my chair today.
went comp lab for geog, then back to class for chem.
so maths after recess, and el after maths, nth very interesting though.

&&& we finally played teacher and children today!
just that its not that funny anymore. awwww.. so sad.
and we played tic tac toe, the cancel dash game and SOS,
while waiting for yew to finish her history stuffs.

went over to jp after that,
and the air con's like fucking not working,
which made the whole place goddamn hot,
eating with my perspiration flowing and flowing,
and make us no strength to talk even when we're eating.
what's more, we were somehow in rush of time,
so we were walking around jp very quickly, like how our past teacher walked,
which made us very tired, so chuan huh.
caught suspect X with gina,
quite nice movie,
and now i think the physicist in the movie is quite shuai!
i also want to be a genius!

movie ended like around 6,
went to return the dvds to videoezy,
the person who said i cannot rent underworld said thank you to me okay! lol.
bought snacks and homed!

JAS ♥
11:18:00 pm

Sunday, 1 March 2009

Reflect on your actions.


stayed home the whole day ytd,
finished underworld 2 which is so damn nice.
but somehow i cant get to play untraceable, which the person says its a very nice show as well.

become so damn childish, no link and mad after chatting with sk in msn. -.-
im supposed to rub my skin until it turns saggy -.- and suddenly i very tao yan flowers and permed hair.
and ji dao i want to go and watch my bloody valentine alrdy.

watched hi-5 today! wa so nice you know. lol.
i wan to watch untraceable. -.-

and why didnt i see a rainbow.
somehow it seems like everyone saw 2 rainbows on thurs.

JAS ♥
2:40:00 pm

 affiliates


craps





Memories