I ♥ ME Jasmine, JAS ! 20th Oct'94 Huayian, 1E1'07 , 2E3'08 , 3E5'09
I've got a WEIRD logic, DIFFERENT thinking and taste from the rest. I LAUGH hell lots, i'm a MADDIST. 		I ♥ SCHOOL-LIFE! MADFFINITY! SUNNYBEARS! DAMN LOTS. ENTERTAINMENT & LAUGHTER is a must, a day without them means hell to me.
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Monday, 27 October 2008

MIA


removed the previous post.

yup. im still going MIA. dont bother to call me and all, cause im going to shut off my handphone.dont have to knock on my house door too, cause most probably, im either sleeping or NOT AT HOME. message me if really anything happen, will check on my handphone sometimes. and lets push everything on hand till next year. most probably will be hanging out with lijie,yy and yew. can contact them, but i dont think they can be contacted TOO.

cl, when i'm going to find vernis will contact you de.

from starting of sec 1, started off not talking, and we talked more and more. and there's the easter's day thing, forgot the name. that was our first outing supposingly. got closer and closer, still went dancepointe together, brought me to arena for the first time, see the start of this year, staying over at your house almost every weekend.

i need time to reflect on some things. (:
im really sorry.
you asked me to ask you out during holidays cause you wanted to go out with me like, i know you tried. but yeah some problems do lie with me.
i admit i changed, and i seldom tell you about what happen to me and all,
but hope you know that i still trust you.
tried to understand. hope you will give me some time.
i know you wanted me have more guy friends, but didnt want you to waste time cause i dont think i've got topic to talk to him and all.
i see your effort. i really need time.

and im really sorry,
are we still friends?

JAS ♥
8:33:00 pm

Saturday, 25 October 2008

Boredom is like a pitiless zooming in on the epidermis of time. Every instant is dilated and magnified like the pores of the face.


hi! im damn sian now.

JAS ♥
6:06:00 pm

Thursday, 23 October 2008

Life is simple, its just not easy.








today draws an end for school 2008,
not as fun as ytd.
didnt have enough free time to talk to them,
but i finally really talked to thant soe today!
tong kak ali~

so didnt spring clean cause mdm tan said our classroom was very clean. LOL.
and she brought us to the library.
library was fun,
went back class then went for old ford factory briefing.
went old ford factory,
initial plan of me and jessica was to talk to classmates, take picture with them
in the end, touch also never touch dao.

so, last day of school = boring. lol,
still prefer ytd, more fun!
and, went for lunch at mac with jessica and gina,
then waited for bus with gina,
bused back to school busstop with jessica,
and bought her her present,
and she came to my house.
WAHAHHAHA . she played audi and she play until very stress.
she slept for an hour!
then took bus with her,
got down a stop earlier fetched cousin and all,
and homed!

anyway, lol.
aim for the year: talk to everyone in 2e3.
not yet achieved though.
but then, cheng jiu gan.
i talked to almost everyone already. left 2 or 3 (:
and i will miss 2e3 de!
funfun~~
hopefully classmates next year also fun fun de.
if not you see my face = sian face. lol.

JAS ♥
7:13:00 pm

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him or her.


yay! i love me!
wooohoO~~
went school today,
practically, only me and gina was in school -.-
quite fun actually.

mr kurt was cute cute cute can!
damn funny la.
his starjump look (:
then had some datalogging thing,
lol f.blur.
after that,
went back class,
and mrs lee told us go homeecons room.
and we didnt have to scrub the pots and pans,
played psp, see ppl play.
funfun~

then recess,
sit on chairs without tables -.-
gina was training her dj max. lol.
and shiqi and sihui came over too.
after recess,
went back class,
played till so fun,
and firdouse came.
copied ans for the eng EOY and free time!
and gina had counselling.
so i was like the only one left,
went to make classmates,
funfun~~~
damn fun okay!
and everyone's psp was like no batt alrdy.
around 1230,
gina came back,
and we had some test,
everyone before that so jing shen after that see everyone tired -.-

vann came to find us like after school,
but we went home!

and anyway,
sorry and thanks yq!
lol. dropped many things today ):

tomorrow's the last day of school,
last excursion with 2e3.
although starting of the year dont quite like this class,
after that sept chalet,
realised they're a fun bunch of classmates,
maybe more for the guys.
funfun~

JAS ♥
8:15:00 pm

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention.


THANK YOU YQ!!!
and paiseh, make you run around the school. tytyty(:

yeah, so woke up today,
and then wa, yun yun -.-
then cannot find panadol,
went back to sleep and left my hp in the kitchen.

ty for those who msg-ed me and called me,
(:

JAS ♥
1:27:00 pm

Monday, 20 October 2008

Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional.





BIRTHDAY CAKE! nicenice!

YAYNESS AND YAYNESS!!!
im officially 14 at 09:33 TODAY!
old le old le!
im still as lame and childish, still watching hi-5 and all, NICE NICE!

THANKS TO:
firstly,JESSICA! cute cute fun fun tudi!! 4 more mins to 1130! loves!
secondly,AHPIG!
thirdly, VIVIANGOH!
fourthly, YEWYAOQING!
fifthly, MAGDALENE! unexpected (: meeting up with her real soon! some sundays =D
and GINA VANN LIJIE YY AND VERNIS!!! i will go find you at your shop during the holidays! (:
and unexpected from sukhveen too!!
mum said many times happy birthday, 2 times at 11 plus last night, and 2 times today!
THANKS FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!
greatly appreciated (:

school was fine today,
anyway, we all laughed like ~~~ due to hen xiao hen xiao hen xiao de zhao pian. frekaing funny la. lol.
reached school very late again.
and i finally SAT THE RED RED BUS! on your bluetooth in there, and you'll receive songs. (:
so school, oh, and we had english lessons, boring.
and we all know our overall alrdy, my english was the lousiest. ):
but happy happy, unexpected too.
had robotics lessons and music lessons, FUN!
finished my music, think its so nice can. lol.

after school,
went over KFC for lunch,
and homed!
haven done my research on i forgot what,
still have years to go!

im going to be a food hygiene officer next time!

JAS ♥
10:42:00 pm

Sunday, 19 October 2008

Slow down and enjoy life. It's not only the scenery you miss by going too fast - you also miss the sense of where you are going and why.


Jasmine uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jasmine does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jasmine will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jasmine is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jasmine doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jasmine will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Jasmine has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Jasmine may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start. In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.

In reference to Jasmine's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jasmine slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jasmine can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jasmine's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jasmine that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jasmine also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jasmine is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jasmine's self-concept is artificially low.Jasmine will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jasmine to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves.

Jasmine is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Jasmine is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Jasmine is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Jasmine 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

Jasmine is having some confusion in her physical life. She is examining the past to give her answers about some of her physical desires. She may be trying to find a balance between her philosophical beliefs and her natural physical desires.

Something is incomplete in Jasmine's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Jasmine's sexual needs.

Jasmine has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Jasmine exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Jasmine allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Jasmine has a vivid imagination.
Jasmine has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Jasmine's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Jasmine has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Jasmine is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

did this out of boredom.
some parts quite true though. (:
like:
-She does have emotions but has no need to express them.
-The circumstances when Jasmine does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress.
-She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation.
-She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not.
-she is curious about many things
-She kind of takes things on a day to day basis.
-Jasmine allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends.
-She lets new people into her circle of friends.

JAS ♥
5:42:00 pm

Friday, 17 October 2008

If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all.


guess what's in here?
BANANA SKIN!
wa my bro,
stupidly threw this inside the cup cause i threw mine in bei bei mian cup




WOOHOo~~~
yeah, woke up at 7 today and i rushed like fuck to reach school on time. (:
finally, i slept like last night 8 plus till today morning 7,
nice sleep.
wake up = neck pain.

went busstop, tot i will be the only huayi one on bus or sth liddat,
at busstop saw 2,
and in bus saw vann and yarlee and ren shi de.
this means that IM NOT LATE!
lol. fun fun today.
sat around 1 hour in hall,
went back class.

took back results today,
fun fun!
then student forum and stuffs,
and YAY!
school ended.

went jp scoopz for happy waffle,
today's wasnt as nice.
after that had chicken from tori-q,
then watsons,
and homed!



NERZHAS!

JAS ♥
10:24:00 pm

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

Nothing could be worse than the fear that one had given up too soon, and left one unexpended effort that might have saved the world.


wooohoo~~
i went to school today!
only yy,yq,gina and me came.
conclusion - yy so pathetic
cause 2e4 was like separated from the other sec 2 classes.

so didnt get back results today,
but some did actually,
had some anti-gambling roadshow stuffs.
waste of time,
at 11-12 class damn funny,
real cockroach!

and the person who gave the talk on anti-gambling,
had a very very nice right-angled hair.
looks like a comedian actually.
and smrt play,
SMRTMAN!

recess was at 10,
played some hooked city game,
so overall,
school was lame today.

ater school,
intended to go home first cause yy wanted to see doctor,
but in the end went for aston's with yew.
met yy and lijie there.
eat finish,
yy decided that she didnt want to see doctor today,
postponed to tml.

walked around je to look for slippers,
then went popular with lijie and yy while yq went home.
read books like wth -.-
and lijie and yy went to play at kpool while i went home!
as usual,
fetched cousin and took care,
came home with BANANAS!

and i want to get A CAP TOO!
i know my hair's a cap,
but cap also need protection. *winks*

JAS ♥
10:54:00 pm

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it by the handle of anxiety, or by the handle of faith.




I WATCHED CONNECTED WITH YEW TODAY!
nice movie can.

woke up at 9 today,
thought yy want see doctor,
and she didnt contact me,
so continue sleeping till 12.
met yew at 140 liddat,
watched connected.
lol. starting thought movie 210mins = 3hours plus.
in the end 120mins only.
so jing cai this movie,
wont get bored.
nice nice!
went to eat at tori q after that,
and homed!

JAS ♥
10:16:00 pm

Monday, 13 October 2008

Every dogma, every philosophic or theological creed, was at its inception a statement in terms of the intellect of a certain inner experience.


woohoO~~
had just enough sleep for today.
played xiang qi with my dad last night,
for like 2hours?
fun can. play from 11 plus to 1 plus.
play how many rounds = lose how many rounds.
and im going to win him one day.
wait till the day comes ~

and yeah,
i suddenly remembered i want to get
XIAO GUI'S 2ND BOOK TOO!

so, today,
last min went to meet lijie and yew,
rained like you know, fuck.
and so, when i got down the bus,
rain splash ar splash.
no umbrella, rain big big,
so i starting stand at the busstop,
and the bus go over,
wa all splash,
make my slippers so yi li yi li.
and finally,
the rain smaller,
wanted to walk,
but then, nvm wait for yew to come with her umbrella.
she cross overhead bridge very funny (:
we are like wet la.
so met lijie,
she's like the dryest alrdy.
got auntie cover her.
went to eat kobayashi,
then went kbox. (:
had flu and cough,
so lol. chang bu shang.
so fun.
today lijie sing until very high alrdy her voice.

left first at 530,
then went to fetch cousin and all,
and homed!
freaking tired .

JAS ♥
10:22:00 pm

Sunday, 12 October 2008

Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only for wallowing


IM BORED!
too bad i dont have vampire teeth ):







woohoO~~
went uncle's house today,
and talked about selling house again.
so - MAYFAIR TOWER 1 HIGH FLOOR UNIT GOING FOR 700K! (:

again,
xiong jio ~
so fun.

nothing much to do there,
played with the negative effect of my phone -.-
i know im lame.
thats how i kill off time (:

homed at around 230.

NO SCHOOL TML AND TUES! (:

soon;
im going to dye my hair - light mahogany copper brown
im going to eat off my holiday
im going to watch movies
im going to suntan
im going to do sit-ups - hopefully six pecs comes out
im going to do something to my hair - its getting dryer and dryer
im going to sleep like a pig - the longer the better
and most probably, this will be how im going to live through the 2 months hoilday (:
and in conclusion , im busy!

back from botak jones with viviangoh.
so long never go out with her alrdy.
you can count the number of days since i last went out with her
count how many posts in her blog that doesnt have my name (:

anyway, botak jones wasnt as nice as i thought.
rather go for astons.
cheaper and nicer (:
so botak jones's out of my food list now.

lefted at 730,
waited for 99 for half an hour,
how fun.

JAS ♥
4:33:00 pm

Saturday, 11 October 2008

A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug.


yay! finally had enough sleep :D
stayed home for almost the whole day today. (:
took care of my sis at night, lol
im such a good sister!

didnt have much things to do,
so thought of what im going to get when i have money :D

- yy's asiance thing, hair's getting dry ):
- suntan lotion, suntanning soon!

and i will most probably be going to eat off my holiday!
there's so many things for me to eat!
sherbet, holland v katong laksa, bugis katong laksa, beauty world curry fish head, yuhua village stingray, pepper lunch, botak jones, scoopz, swensens, TIE BAN SHAO!
there's still many many more! wait till i thought about them.
for now, its just all these!
anyone want to accompany me??? *innocent look*

and there's also movies!
20th century boys, max payne, connected.
anyone anyone??

JAS ♥
9:09:00 pm

Friday, 10 October 2008

Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body.




YAY!! EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
woke up for breakfast again, mac!
had maths paper 2 after that,
13marks never do(:
and i now think dao how to do the 3 mark qn alrdy -.-
do until so fun~
did quite slowly ba.
after paper,
went home,
then had mac for brunch again.
slept after that!

HOLIDAYS ARE COMING~ 6 more days of school (:

JAS ♥
10:44:00 pm

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